The One With The Tantrum

Like, seriously?

How old am I? Just threw a crazy inside-emotional-I-hate-people-comment. All because I am not giving enough "selah" moment for myself. Just realised how introverted I am.

Isn't funny that you live with yourself for your whole life and some of the time your emotion just refuse to sync with your brain.



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Easy for you to say..... 😡😤😡😡😤😡😤😤😤😤😤😡😡😡😡

My tantrum is for sure quickly becoming a rumpelstiltskin!!!

Ok but in all seriousness, during my so-called tantrum I realised how close he is. You know how there's sometime an awkward moment when you are really,really sad and people just disappear or ignore you because they don't know what to do? I really hate that.

But that never happens with Jesus.

Have you read Psalm? Hello? Most of Psalms are complaints. Yep. Read carefully. Not just Psalm 23.

In some verses, David was really -well- ticked off. And sad. And hurting. And angry. And the other skadoosh that you can imagine.

But he choose to pour it out to God. Over and over again. This means that the first time he did that God DID answer him. Or at least didn't strike him with a thunder blast.

What I am trying to say is, God is big enough. Always. He is not scared of you complaining or being whiny or that your attitudes reeks like the sewer system (like mine now). He LOVES me. He STILL loves me. Yes, He would prefer if I don't throw a tantrum -mostly because He knows tantrum is actually tiring and will make me super hungry- but EVEN IF I did, He can handle it. He is so #prodigal with His patience. He is so, so big.

Strangely, the understanding that He cares, He knows and that He is big enough calm my stinky attitude.

His love make me wants to please Him even more. I am loved, therefore I can (at least try harder) to love people 😁😁😁😁